I want to be honest with you. This level of opening up and being transparent about yourself is rare. You really are someone with an huge amount of courage and strength. It takes guts beyond all known imagination to open up something so personal to the world. May God bless you and heal you. And please, please, please, do share your experience at prolife debates. You've come this far. You have it within you to finish a lot of arguments before they even start. Unlimited power. This article is raw undiluted courage in real visceral life. Will remember to pray for you, everyday.